Chapter 45 – You speak … Before she appeared, the moon was just white. The night only had one color, and the day was just another day. He already grew baptized by repetition. Like a still pond, nothing could create ripples. After all, the pond may look clear blue, but it was hiding countless bones underneath it. He wouldn’t deny his existence, nor run from it. Although accepting such fate tasted like wax, bland and unappetizing, it wasn’t a terrible life. And then she appeared. “What is color for you? Mine she is.” “What is music to you? Her laughter is.” “And what is medicine for? I already have her, so no need.” She became everything to him. But why did she marry the pig? Tonyo despaired. He braved countless claws and fangs, went to several worlds trying to change. Yet, he found he was too late. They already got married. And soon, expecting a child. Hate. Hatred towards them and hatred towards himself. Thus, his steps didn’t pause. He would kill that blasphemo